i recognised love when it proved my definition
it beat me ruthlessly, threw me recklessly
it hurt it pained it killed me not to have
it tore my defences it bled me to desire
i was made an observer to the storm within, stunned because i didnt recognise myself
i laughed at me
i suspected being tricked
still did not believe
i knew, i was waiting, i wanted to lose control
it answered all my questions and swept me in its grasp
one day i gave in