always on my defence, i dig deep into words, imagining slights, puns, disagreement.
funny but others' happiness sometimes saddens you for no reason
and no matter how much you want not to be controlled you are pinned down when most unaware
all of a sudden someone so close feels like a stranger
and the distance between seems impossible
why the hell did the mind have to be so hyperactive
to continue to think when u dint want it to
physical exercise alone hushes it
sleep is so tender like in gasps
old friends dont remain i dont want them anymore
change is the only pleasant thing but it shud click in the first moment
so many people stuck between friendship and the unexplained
so much trash from the mind comes out only on paper
a yearning and yet a resolution, split minds wonder far apart
does a part of me exist only to impress those i am impressed by and to defeat those who jeer
i thought i would know what i was upto by now