never let me go

read that book: never let me go. some japanese author cant get the name right now. ok ishiguro. made me weep literally. though thats easy to do. the best thing is you dont pity them - kathy and her friends. you get into her skin and feel her emotions. her pain her hopelessness. you feel the fragility in everything around you. you feel thankful for every breath of those you love. of the existence, the freedom to live with them. the ease with which the characters submit to their fate frightens you. the meaning of love hits you hard in the face. of the importance of every word said, of its effect on today and tomorrow. you want to scream and bring them to life. this life that you are exploiting. you want to rewind the book make it real and snap them out of that nightmare.