Friday, November 30, 2007

which do i hate more

i wont let them scrap the nuclear deal. nor let them spoil my beauty of marriage. i may not be able to do much for the world, but i refuse to let my world burn down in front of me. the social outcast in a live-in is more honest than a frivolous girl obeying her parents. where are our values? in showing the world a coy face and then sleeping with someone you don't feel for, in appreciation of the person's noble descendence, or his academic qualifications maybe, or what else, your triumph of owning his wealth his success. does the false romance remind you of something in the past with a different face to the figure?
saviours of our traditions claim to denounce love and propogate the idea of a blind date for present youthful needs and future insurance against loneliness. notice companionship comes in only when you are old. not surprising when you have spent your youth trying to convince yourself that this was what you dreamt of. that this is the person. or if he isnt today then he will be tomorrow or it will just take you some time to realise it. how can i forget that while you thus fool yourself, you also get those pleasurable nights that this hypocrite society prefers to call a married life. does a man get so desperate to accept and not look beyond any other similar bred animal who is brought into his cage and locked up with him for life. that wasnt anyone's idea of love. ok you will argue its not "any animal" but "an animal chosen from maybe 10-15 more". great variety of forced choice i call it. and a beautiful vision of mechanising love.
the scene is not very different in politics. the same unreasonable detest for every choice boldly declared. a senseless anti americanism that cares shit about what the deal is about. the only concern itching them is that it is with the country thats infecting people with individualism, thats stealing our sons away from us and is exploiting our foolish vulnerable daughters for who we had ordained the best fate possible - one that sees not much beyond the kitchen and the bedroom.

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